Morgan's Day Out

We've been trying hard to make sure that Miss Morgan isn't left out during Will's recovery from having his tonsils out. Eric and Grandma Karen had a special day with her on Saturday. They headed out to run errands, eat at Granite City (yes, the meatloaf is almost bigger than her head):"play" at Home Depot and she even got to "drive" Uncle JM's truck into the garage. Quite a day out for a little one!

Tonsils out...check!

Well, the tonsils are out but the recovery isn't complete. All along, I was far more concerned with Will's recovery than the actual surgery. One of the requirements of a tonsillectomy is that the patient drink a TON, in order to keep the throat hydrated (so it doesn't hurt so much) as well as reducing the risk of any bleeding complications. Well, Mr. Will is a stubborn one, taking after his mama and he's of the opinion that if it hurts, he shouldn't do it. So Eric & I have tried EVERYTHING to get this kid to drink! Finally, yesterday, while he was with Dad for Father's Day, he placed a call to Will's ENT. The verdict was more drinking, or he's going to the hospital to get an IV. Couple that with the fact that Nana's here staying with him Monday-Wednesday and watching every sip like a hawk and I'm hoping now that we're back on track. I can honestly say it's been incredibly frustrating for me. Another reminder that I'm really never in control (a fact my darling husband reminded me of last night at 3am when I couldn't sleep with a mind that wouldn't stop racing:)). If Will winds up with an IV, is it the end of the world? Nope, not at all. It's something I'd like to avoid but if it happens, it happens. I can't do it all. I need to remember that :).

Ch Ch Ch Changes....

We're moving! Thankfully. We've been living on the north edge of Marion, since July of 2008. So I've been driving 1/2 an hour south to take the kids to school and then back north to Rockwell and then back to Prairie to pick the kids up and then back home. It's about 2 hours each day + my gas bills are crazy. We've finally decided that the schedule we've been keeping with baseball, gymnastics, and life has proved to be too much for us. We're not getting home until after 9 some nights..which is making for some sleepy, grumpy kids (and mom and stepdad). Thankfully, John & Karen have offered to let us live in their house (while they're in Atlanta most of the time). Our next step is to get our house ready to go on the market. UGH. We have SO MUCH STUFF! We need to sell our house before we can look for something new. But we don't feel much pressure because we have a place to live. It will be such a relief to be closer to school and other activities for the kids. We're excited, even if it seems a little daunting right now!

Time to move on?

Lately, we've thought a lot about moving on. From jobs, from church, from the past. It's easy to get stuck just because something is comfortable, or easy, or habit. It's hard to break out of those patterns, even if they're not the best for our family, our marriage, us or our kids. We feel like we're making some of those decisions now and it's not easy or fun. We know God is in control and we trust that His all-knowing plan for our lives is better than anything we could dream or think. It's easy for me to say those words...it's easy for me to BELIEVE those words in my head. Sometimes (ok, maybe a lot more often than SOMETIMES) it's hard for me to LIVE those words. He loves me, He is in control, He has a plan for my life that is beyond what I could fathom.

Deep breath...